I really am pregnant.

Mark and I have been trying to do the picture progression of this pregnancy. We took my 15 wk picture yesterday and I look less pregnant than I did at 12 wks. I guess considering I have lost almost 20lbs that makes some sense. However, I would like to see a little baby bump. Everyone says it will come :) And maybe I just shouldn't be so excited. I still fit in all my clothes. The only think that is a little tight is the jeans.

We are suppose to go to on a cruise in 2 weeks. Obviously I'm not sure that is the best idea. We talked to the doctor about it last week and she was ok with the it as long as I was feeling up to it. Mark is convinced we are going. We have paid for it and can't get a refund, so if we don't go, we lose the money. It's such a dilemma. I loved our honeymoon cruise. And the thought of laying in the sun for 6 days sounds amazing, however, I'm a little worried about the waves and getting sea sick on top of morning sickness. So I don't know :( I just want to have someone tell me what to do.

On another good note, the doctor seems to think, if things keep going the way they are, I should be able to go back to work in December. I'm hoping so. The walls in the house are starting to move in on me. I miss my co-worked and having a reason to get out of bed. And feeling like I contribute.

Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving. This year (like all years) I have so much to be thankful for. An amazing husband and a new little I can't wait to meet in May!!