He is . . . He was . . . He always will be

Father, let the world just fade away

Let me feel your presence in this place

Lord, I've never been so weary

How I need to know you're near me

Father, let the world just fade away

Till I'm on my knees

Till my heart can sing

He is

He was

He always will be

Even when it feels like there is no one holding me

Be still, my soul

He is . . .

*the beginning lyrics to Mark Schultz "He Is"

This song had got me thru some rough days in the last 6 wks. To say I am weary might be an understatement. This last week made me start to question what I was thinking about when we decided to have a baby. Of course, you never know that your going to end up this sick, but after 6 days of keeping no food or liquid down, I was spent. I'll be honest, there were moments when I questioned God "why". But then I come back to this. God is here. Always. He will bless us even through trials.

On a much happier note. I have keep some food down the last 2 days. Hallelujah! I know to some that may seem so insignificant, but a body can only take so much.

I will be 14 weeks on Sunday. Baby Clover is about the size of a peach right now and his/her vocal cords are starting to take form. I hope he/she has the Katerberg vocal cords, they all have beautiful voices.